What do I say

Now that I have lost everything to you,
You say,You want to start something new,
You say,You want to reach for the sky,
& Being with me,You couldn't aim that high,
Your heart doesn't love me anymore,
I compelled you to walk out of the door,
You say,I never could understand,
& That our relationship was like grains of sand,
The more we tried,
The more it fell out of hand,

Nonetheless,when you said you wanted to move on,
I was too shocked to react,
To see you happy was all that I ever wanted,
So I decided to stay quiet the entire time;
You had your friends to share what happened,
But I was all alone,left in the cold,
Afterall I had a promise to keep,
Given to someone I so preciously close hold,

You became happier,as the times moved on,
I became crazy,all my sanity long gone,
You kept telling me we'll be best friends forever,
While you bothered for all,but shared nothing with me ever,
Still with the pain I constantly endure,
A pain,that has to it,no cure,
And wonder was I really that wrong,that I bottled my depression,kept my problems away from you,
How I wish,there was somepart of me,you genuienly knew,
That part of me,which broke his back,his leg for you,
Kept his word,didn't speak about the relationship even after it was over,just for you,
Broke ties with all friends,just for you,
That part which couldn't express,
But constantly loved you...